"eventhough the guys are crazy, even though the stars are blind, if you show me real love baby i'll show you mine" - stars are blind, paris hilton -

HAHAHAHAHA i just realized what that line errr means LOLLLLLLL no wonder why she's paris hilton anyways.. it's not like she wrote the song but she sang the song and i believe the writer doesn't hold all the responsibilites in creating a song.. the singer almost always has a choice, ne?? but she's paris hilton, that's why! hahahaha dont get me wrong. i have nothing against her..i mean nothing personal =) i dont hate her on a personal level..plus i can sing that song by heart HAHAHAHAHHA IM NOT A FAN, ok??

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i went out with my newly found friends few hours ago. we just had dinner because it's our first payday. it was fun especially coz dashiel = fun! hehe i've always wanted a gay friend just like him/her.

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i gave up korean lessons =( i wanna pursue the C# lesson and be very good at it! i have a VERY thick C# book (but im not complaining, ok??) here from my workmate rico and since im used to reading novels, i'll just think it's the latest novel of sidney sheldon.. BUT im not complaining, ok? =)

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i got a call from a bank this morning telling me i passed the 5-hour back-breaking exam and i qualified for the panel interview. i wanna go to the interview and give it a try..not because i want to leave my job. i just want to experience that kind of interview since i never applied for a managerial position before HAHAHAHA!

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@DARUS - no, im not in singapore right now! haha how i wish..but no..im still here in the philippines. i never said im going there to work. i just said i will go there next month but just for a week. and yes, we are going to malaysia but not to visit you or anything! im going with my family and my mum's officemates and everyone else who have lotzza money to spend (i never paid for anything so dont ask for money from me!) so if you really wanna see me and ask me to marry you, NO WAY! hahaha you'll see me but you'll never recognize me! i'll wear a mask! hahaha!

day one was a mess
day two sucks...
day three i got lost (literally! haha! good thing i got there on time!)
day four aint bad..coz i met my friends after work =)
day five was great!!!! wheeeeeeeee!

...sorry i lost count ^____^



FIVE DAYS DOWN!!! how many more days to go?? i dont know what im counting for.. im counting for the day when i finally get to be at ease with my job IM SOOOOOO LOVING MY JOB NOW =)

re-learning korean!

i had to re-learn hangul again. i was already familiar with it before but i realized i was learning it the wrong way AND i totally forgot everything hahaha! thanks to my friend tingting who err inspired me to learn korean again. she's gone far in her korean while im still in the beginner of all the beginners lesson haha!

i used to study japanese. i had japanese class in school before and i learned the katakana and hiragana and the basic simple conversations and grammar.. but i think im giving up japanese lessons now..sorry..i find it so hard to learn kanji T___T so i decided to pursue learning korean instead.

wish me luck! hehe hopefully ill never get tired and continue learning everyday especially now that ill start my new work. anneyong! =)

DBSK

DOWNLOAD BEAUTIFUL YOU Preview.mp3

the video is weird because i think the dance doesnt match the rhythm of the song BUT i cant complain more after seeing micky's muscles in the vid LOLLLLLL

thanks to my friend zehra @ crunchyroll

**sorry this is not meant for everyone to understand so i can't translate this to english.. im crying right now and i have to write what i feel for me to feel better

gusto lng ko muhilak kay naglagot ko. mao lng. unsahon nako pagtudlo ani na gisip-on ko, dili pa jud ko kahinga.

EDIT: im feeling better now. after all, it's the tutor-time that always makes me feel better. i used to wonder why but now i realized my "talkative-ness" always digs me out of the emo/depression state. i saw pictures on friendster of my friends being in other countries. it made me jealous. i wish i was given that same fair chance too. my time is running out. my mind is set that i will settle down in 9 years time so that leaves me with so little time to establish my self and do whatever i want. i always wanted to work or study in another country but the time doesnt always seem right. now im more than willing to start my nosebleed job so i can move forward.

5 more minutes before i can have photoshop wheeee!

will you call me a fangirl if i told you i listened to dbsk's purple line more than 20 times tonight?

out! fangirl-ing photoshop ^___^

random post in the midst of the.. i dont know hehe..

im in the mall right now wheeeew so early ne?? hahaha maybe i got too excited and went to the bank so early but it's still close when i got there LOLLLLLLLLLLL

i already got my passport wheeeeee! i dont care if i look sooooo ugly in my passport pic as long as i have my passport now! i repeat I DONT CARE IF I LOOK SO UGLY IN MY PASSPORT PIC hahahaha SINGAPORE, HERE I COME! ^_______^

i just had FBS (fasting blood sugar).. dont ask me why! i dont wanna ruin my already ruined day

will be officially employed on tuesday, april 8..


so watch out for more rantings and complains about my new job. this ain't my typical job because this is what i want from the very start so you will me rant but you will never hear me give up LOLLL i'll only leave my job if i'll be going to singapore hahahaha!

newbie

kuya always takes my oh-so-heavy-life-problems lightly! he called few hours ago and the very excited me told him about my new job (but im yet to start so dont ask me to treat you with havaianas or pizza hut or a trip to singapore!)

me: kuya naa na gud koy work blah blah..

kuya: pila sweldo nimo dha dem?

me: mga 7k lng guro

kuya: ngek! abi nako 11k (HAHAHA KUYA DILI NA CALL CENTER AKONG TRABAHO!)

me: pero kung dili sila musugot muabsent ko ug 5days para muadto singapore, magresign ko! (trans: if they wont allow me to be absent for 5 days just to go to singapore, i will resign!)

kuya: hahaha dem, unsa diay ng trabaho nimo past time lang? or just to make friends? past time lng man guro nimo nah tapos imong tutor imong real job hahaha!(trans: hahaha are you taking that job just for your past time? or just to make friends?)

see?? i've been troubled since the time i was informed i got hired (or something like that.. i havent signed the contract yet..) and here comes my kuya..just laughing at me..