~LOLZ! DBSK made me know the virginia tech massacre hahaha only because Micky of DBSK is from Virginia and he mentioned discrimination XD and one of the killer's suitemate is kinda cute hahaha ~lolz ^___^ but i refuse to comment about the massacre. it's kinda late to do that, aint it? i'll just stick with DBSK XD XD
Oct 12, 2007
~LOLZ
imagine me... wearing glasses.. with shades.. at 7:58 PM.. while typing this.. right now..
hahahah i know im making a fool out of myself! but what can i do??? my monitor isn't working since this morning. well it's working but the red color is so dominant that everything in it looks red ~lolz! now i can say that i certainly dont believe in karma.. why? i've been good eversince! and look what happened to me! hahaha last monday, my cpu, now my monitor! O____O maybe this is the effect of my whining on the previous post?? i just visited ozzie's multiply and this is what happened! blame it on ozzie da debil ~lolzzz oooppppsss another karma might be coming now that i said that! hahahaha
ampogeeeeeee! *dies* ^___^
i figured out it is easy to create gifs in my shitty monitor if it's for someone so hawt! ~lolz =))
hahahah i know im making a fool out of myself! but what can i do??? my monitor isn't working since this morning. well it's working but the red color is so dominant that everything in it looks red ~lolz! now i can say that i certainly dont believe in karma.. why? i've been good eversince! and look what happened to me! hahaha last monday, my cpu, now my monitor! O____O maybe this is the effect of my whining on the previous post?? i just visited ozzie's multiply and this is what happened! blame it on ozzie da debil ~lolzzz oooppppsss another karma might be coming now that i said that! hahahaha
ampogeeeeeee! *dies* ^___^i figured out it is easy to create gifs in my shitty monitor if it's for someone so hawt! ~lolz =))
Oct 10, 2007
read at your own risk!
where did all my friends go now that i need them?? or do i have friends that i can ask for help? i guess not! shit! installer lang man akong kinanglan! dili isa ka million! dili man ko mangulit kung dili nako kinanglan kaayu! i know you all! who would care if it's not that urgent?? no one! kung dili pa kamatayon, walay makialam. really bites! MY GOD! I HAVE A WORK TO DO! I HAVE A DEADLINE TO MEET! THAT'S WHY I NEED IT NOW! NOT TOMORROW, NOT THE NEXT DAY, BUT NOW! kung manginanglan mo, mutabang baya ko! no matter how hard it is! im sorry to say that but it's true. maybe you dont realize it.. i didnt realize it.. until now. yeah right! you have your own reasons! i dont care what you say kay naglagot ko! i dont do this often but i have to do this now coz im mad. grabe sa kadaghan nako na gitext, wala jud nireply! shit! nevermind!
NOTE: this is my blog so i don't care what you say! and to those who can't understand all the words there, it's definitely not for you ^___^ GAAAAAAHHH I MISS RUTHIE! huhuhu ate ruth, as much as i would want to have a wrinkle-free face like yours when im 39, i dont think i can still keep smiling when im mad :( i guess i cant have your talent ate! but im trying! :D imishooooo ate ruth! and ate lai, leira, debbie, mamee, cherryfer, dani bear,aubrey.. and the rest of the xl team! ^____^
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANI BEAR! ^________^ haha how ironic that i can still greet you and im sooooooo mad!
**NOW I HAD TO EDIT THE FONT COLOR! HAHAHA THIS USED TO BE RED BUT MY MONITOR ISN'T WORKING PROPERLY t___t
Oct 7, 2007
introducing my favorite rock band...
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! **applause applause**with gerard (vocals), mikey (bass), frankie (rhythm guitar), ray (lead guitar) and bob (drums)
they were once a typical struggling rock band formed in new jersey until well, they became what they are now. their songs are mostly punk rock, rock, alternative rock and some mellow (for me, that is.. and according to a docu, there must be one mellow song in every rock band's album). some label them as emo or sellouts (the hell i care what they say!haha)
in an interview, they were told that they are the cleanest rock band so far on the face of the earth LOL i was shocked as they are! LOL! and their reaction was "you mean in terms of hygiene??" :P for all i know, they are no more than the typical bands out there who dont take a bath or brush their teeth or change clothes as often as they should be just to project the rockstar image! with all the tattooes and the piercings covering their bodies! (though frankie is the "dirtiest" when it comes to tattooes and piercings in mcr) the interviewer explained that they are the cleanest because they don't use drugs or drink alcohol. (i was like, oh really??) gerard became sober few years ago after he almost died due to too much alcohol and the others just followed him (aww bless them!) but they still smoke and drink coffee and have lotzz of women, maybe.. who knows. that's just what the news says and i believe the news! :D
gee and mikey were already married (nainggit ata si gee kay mikey! amf! and hopefully will be divorced soon! hahaha LOLZ), frankie is engaged to his gf for 10 yrs (wow!), ray and bob are the most hardworking in the band (hahaha i dont know much about them).. frankie is the youngest technically, but mikey is their little brother since he is the lil bro of gee. frankie and gee had some "kissing scenes" which can be found on youtube, but they are not gay!
the reason why i like them more than the rest, (i like asian kung fu generation, fall out boy, PATD, taking back sunday and many moooore!) is because mcr is my anti-depressant (refer to previous post).. their songs uplift me when im down.. parang ecstasy! hahaha.. right now, my favorite is their "im not ok (i promise) and "thank you for the venom". more than the looks (yeah, i find them good-looking :P mikey is the most good-looking of them all, next is gee and then frankie then either bob or ray LOL), i can't say that they have the best songs in the whole wide world. they are just my favorite. that's it!
im keeping my fingers and my legs crossed that they will someday come to pinas for a concert. not so soon, though. some other time if i have enough money to be there ^___^
i need anti-depressants!!
i woke up at the wrong side of the bed and havent recovered until now >.< im not in the mood for anything.. not even stupid jokes and most especially, i dont want to hear whinnings and complains and problems and whatever it is that you have! i just need a Windows XP SP-2 installer and Adobe After Effects, Corel Draw , Corel Painter, Corel photo editor, tablets.. etc etc (ampooootah ng seminar! nainggit ko sa ilang software pero mas nainggit ko sa ilang talent! shit!) and if you don't have that, stay away!
here comes my anti-depressant! omg, who would have thought that the screaming of my chemical romance would be a very good anti-depressant for me O___O (for those who know me, they know that when i'm down, i'll listen to MCR scream at the top of their lungs until my ears would almost explode or until ill feel better.. at least, that's the purpose. although at some point, it doesnt work i.e. when i was doing my thesis/SP and when i was so tired with work.
gerard has the most "comforting" voice ever! it's ironic but it works for me. i usually listen to "im not ok (i promise)" and "thank you for the venom". it is obviously not with the lyrics, i think it is more with the rhythm of the songs. since they are too upbeat, it somehow uplifts my spirit ( i think! ) and more about the way they look! hahaha (they are good-looking for me esp. mikey way ^__^, so who cares if they're not for you??). it is better than using ecstasy or alcohol or drugs, right? :P after listening to them like a hundred times, i'll feel better. hopefully it'll work now..
PS: im thinking of making a post about them.. hhhhmmm.. after all, they're my favorite rock band.AND TO THOSE TELLING ME THEY'RE GAY, WELL, GO TO HELL! WHO NEEDS YOUR DUMB OPINION, BTW??
here comes my anti-depressant! omg, who would have thought that the screaming of my chemical romance would be a very good anti-depressant for me O___O (for those who know me, they know that when i'm down, i'll listen to MCR scream at the top of their lungs until my ears would almost explode or until ill feel better.. at least, that's the purpose. although at some point, it doesnt work i.e. when i was doing my thesis/SP and when i was so tired with work.
gerard has the most "comforting" voice ever! it's ironic but it works for me. i usually listen to "im not ok (i promise)" and "thank you for the venom". it is obviously not with the lyrics, i think it is more with the rhythm of the songs. since they are too upbeat, it somehow uplifts my spirit ( i think! ) and more about the way they look! hahaha (they are good-looking for me esp. mikey way ^__^, so who cares if they're not for you??). it is better than using ecstasy or alcohol or drugs, right? :P after listening to them like a hundred times, i'll feel better. hopefully it'll work now..
PS: im thinking of making a post about them.. hhhhmmm.. after all, they're my favorite rock band.AND TO THOSE TELLING ME THEY'RE GAY, WELL, GO TO HELL! WHO NEEDS YOUR DUMB OPINION, BTW??
Oct 1, 2007
the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
yeah, i got over you
OVER YOU by DAUGHTRY
download it here :D
i was planning to change the layout AGAIN! haha but i came across this song while browsing my friend's myspace... just for the record,I CAN'T RELATE TO THIS SONG! :P
I got over you
yeah, i got over you
OVER YOU by DAUGHTRY
download it here :D
i was planning to change the layout AGAIN! haha but i came across this song while browsing my friend's myspace... just for the record,
Sep 24, 2007
random
gaaaah even when choosing a title, i still cant make up my mind :((
i've been having some random ( but not to be ignored) thoughts lately. i, together with one of my friends, aubrey, will be leaving the company 2 weeks from now. others already left without our knowledge, btw.
this is another great decision that i had to make. aubrey will leave the company for dubai. it ain't that hard for her to decide, right? where she goes is better than what she has now. but me, im leaving the company to look for another job. look, that is, i dont know where to go yet. seems like i'll be back again to where i was before i decided to give the job a try. this brought me a looooot of tears (without everybody knowing). i keep on reassessing myself but still i can't find any other reasons to stay other than BIG salary i get every month.
it always hurts me to hear other people telling me "bat ka aalis? wala ka namang pupuntahan. akala ko sanay ka sa graveyard? parang di ka naman taga-UP nyan! akala ko sanay ka sa pressure kasi taga UP ka!" and i just don't say anything to them. they may be right.
OT: whenever nobody replies to my text, i'd think that im not that important to them. when nobody pm's me in ym, i'd think that they're thinking that it's just me so why bother reply. i know i will not be missed nor remembered when i leave the company, unlike aubrey. i know i am "talentless". i know im not one of those drop-dead-gorgeous girls. i know i dont have the confidence that others have. i admit that and it took all my confidence to admit that.
that's me. i always listen to what others think and say.my decisions always have always been affected by how others see it. But i realized that what made me decide to work in that company is not mainly because of others' opinions. coz it is, i would have announced to everyone that i got that job. but, it's the opposite. i don't have the courage to tell everyone what i got. im ashamed that they will again criticize my decision. i decided to have that job coz it is easier than the one i have in mind. yes, it's true. the one i want is way way way difficult than the one i have. and i am scared that it would take time for me to reach what i want so i settled for the easier one. and this is all i get now. the urge to resign...
my resignation would'nt mean that i can't handle the job because i know that i definitely can. it would'nt mean that i can't take that much pressure because as far as i know, i can handle pressure better than those i know. (and i know myself better than anyone else). it would'nt mean that i'll be wasting my time regretting for the decision i made. i want to do a lot of things. i want to make my own decisions to be where i want to be. i want to do things for myself and not for other people. i may not know where im going now but i'll figure it out.
so im sorry if you believe i dont listen to what you all have to say. like i said, im more stubborn than you know i am. i would go for what i want but sometimes im scared and most of the time i think of what others say and think about me. this is my life after all.
and i've found a solution to all my problems. whenever im scared and hopeless, i'd kneel down and pray. and i'll start doing it today... ^___^
i've been having some random ( but not to be ignored) thoughts lately. i, together with one of my friends, aubrey, will be leaving the company 2 weeks from now. others already left without our knowledge, btw.
this is another great decision that i had to make. aubrey will leave the company for dubai. it ain't that hard for her to decide, right? where she goes is better than what she has now. but me, im leaving the company to look for another job. look, that is, i dont know where to go yet. seems like i'll be back again to where i was before i decided to give the job a try. this brought me a looooot of tears (without everybody knowing). i keep on reassessing myself but still i can't find any other reasons to stay other than BIG salary i get every month.
it always hurts me to hear other people telling me "bat ka aalis? wala ka namang pupuntahan. akala ko sanay ka sa graveyard? parang di ka naman taga-UP nyan! akala ko sanay ka sa pressure kasi taga UP ka!" and i just don't say anything to them. they may be right.
that's me. i always listen to what others think and say.my decisions always have always been affected by how others see it. But i realized that what made me decide to work in that company is not mainly because of others' opinions. coz it is, i would have announced to everyone that i got that job. but, it's the opposite. i don't have the courage to tell everyone what i got. im ashamed that they will again criticize my decision. i decided to have that job coz it is easier than the one i have in mind. yes, it's true. the one i want is way way way difficult than the one i have. and i am scared that it would take time for me to reach what i want so i settled for the easier one. and this is all i get now. the urge to resign...
my resignation would'nt mean that i can't handle the job because i know that i definitely can. it would'nt mean that i can't take that much pressure because as far as i know, i can handle pressure better than those i know. (and i know myself better than anyone else). it would'nt mean that i'll be wasting my time regretting for the decision i made. i want to do a lot of things. i want to make my own decisions to be where i want to be. i want to do things for myself and not for other people. i may not know where im going now but i'll figure it out.
so im sorry if you believe i dont listen to what you all have to say. like i said, im more stubborn than you know i am. i would go for what i want but sometimes im scared and most of the time i think of what others say and think about me. this is my life after all.
and i've found a solution to all my problems. whenever im scared and hopeless, i'd kneel down and pray. and i'll start doing it today... ^___^
Sep 22, 2007
work sucks >.<
"i know.. she left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me know she cares.." - blink 182 haha
yeah while waiting for my mom (who bought my oh-so-favorite spaghetti), might as well rant here hahaha
why? because work suuuuuuuucksssssss! enough said!
aaaaand i wanna have a taste of that (quoting my friend daichy) they-did-not-do-anything-out-of-the-extraordinary concert of fall out boy! only if this goddamn youtube works! aaarrrrgggghhhh!
and im missing my life! ( the life that i used to have though it wasn't as much of a life at all) and i want it baaaaack now! and im missing someone! **blush** gaaaaahhh cheesy! hahaha mind you, i don't admit it that often hahaha
my mom's here now! wheeeeee! ***out eating spageteeeee***
yeah while waiting for my mom (who bought my oh-so-favorite spaghetti), might as well rant here hahaha
why? because work suuuuuuuucksssssss! enough said!
aaaaand i wanna have a taste of that (quoting my friend daichy) they-did-not-do-anything-out-of-the-extraordinary concert of fall out boy! only if this goddamn youtube works! aaarrrrgggghhhh!
and im missing my life! ( the life that i used to have though it wasn't as much of a life at all) and i want it baaaaack now! and im missing someone! **blush** gaaaaahhh cheesy! hahaha mind you, i don't admit it that often hahaha
my mom's here now! wheeeeee! ***out eating spageteeeee***
Sep 1, 2007
what was that???
last night, when i went back after my 2-day "vacation", guess how many calls i had!!! ***drum roLL*** FORTY CALLS! how's that for a welcome back party??? from zero, to five then now to FORTY??? they surely missed me that much! O___________O
and i wanna go to that dinner with motty and the rest of the surgical team! haha T________T
and i wanna go to that dinner with motty and the rest of the surgical team! haha T________T
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