i wish i can wish that i won't be wishing for friends. that i can watch movies alone, go home alone, go to the mall alone, travel alone, with nothing else to mind but myself.
i wish i won't be waiting for replies. that i can change my numbers every time, that i won't be calling people whenever they don't reply, that i can switch off my phone whenever i want.
i wish i know how to forget people. that if they don't talk to me for some time, i'll easily forget them.
i wish i won't ever feel like i'm being taken for granted. that if they need me, i'll be right there and if they don't i'll disappear just like that.
i wish i don't value relationships that much. that i won't mind if you're my friend now and tomorrow you'll be a totally different person. that i won't mind when people just come and go.
i wish i don't have friends na nang-iiwan sa ere. yung they'll be there whenever they don't have anyone elso to go with, but if they'll find someone else, they wouldn't mind who you'll be with, what would you do..
i wish i'm not wishing for constant friends. that i can be with just anyone who can be there for me.
i wish i can wish that i am a loner. that i won't want to be around people but myself.
...JUST BECAUSE I WANTED SOOOOOOO BADLY TO WATCH HALF-BLOOD PRINCE ON THE FIRST WEEK!!!! and i don't want to watch it alone..because it would be a lot more fun if i watch it with friends. THAT FRIGGING HARRY POTTER THAT'S NOTHING MORE THAN JUST CRAP! i've been wallowing all day for just that!?!! it was worst than i expected! hahaaay life is harsh TT____TT