eight

today is my 8th month @work wheeeee! that's double my month of stay from my previous work! wheeeee so this could be a sign! this must be! a sign of what? i dunno =)

well, i am not burned out from work today..just like many of those days. these are the things i did today:

1. early in the morning, i was "lecturing" these two people how i REALLY hate being teased. yes that's right! I HATE BEING TEASED! it seems they enjoy seeing me mad and irritated that they can't seem to stop. which made me moooooooore irritated!

2. checked on some sales data that are not yet posted

3. discussed purchase order-related concerns

4. jabber yoniepot (which i do everyday), and the rest

5. YM kuya, vivian, rej

6. read justine's blog

7. browse news sites, mails, and other nonsense internet stuffs

8. was contemplating on what needs to be done (but unfortunately wasn't able to figure out even until the day ended grrrrr slacking off is never easy!)


see? i didn't do much on my eighth month which i don't know if it's a good thing or not.
ooooohhhh i still can't get over with my bad mood! i wonder what happened to the sanguine in me. i dont want to be melancholic =(

let go

ok this is very timely. i've been wanting to write about a blog entry ate hannah made in her multiply account. it's about letting go. the message is very simple. let go of people who just want to go... because you cannot make everyone stay. that's a reality and you have to accept it.

anyway, here it goes.. (i had to repost it because ate hannah made the blog private hehe)



Let it go for 2008.


By T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go!

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ......

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth......

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you...

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents

LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him.........

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.......

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......

LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ..........

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2008!!!


LET IT GO!!!

Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then...

LET IT GO!!!

"The Battle is the Lord's!"

Stop and think and appreciate God's power in your life, for doing what you know is pleasing to Him.

"Yes, I love my God. He is my fountain of Life and My Savior.
He Keeps me going day and night. Without Him, I am no one. But with Him, I can do everything, Christ is my strength."


God loves you and watches over you everyday.


"All I have seen, has taught me to trust God for all I haven't seen."--Ralph Waldo Emerson


see, there's no point in running after people who make you sad, who take you for granted, of people who want to leave.. because if they're really meant to stay, they will. there's no point in being hateful. no point in sulking, no point in getting mad, really. just let go and move on ^___^

bored

my first post, i guess, all the way from the office hehehe! though we have the luxury of having internet connection, i don't usually update blogs when im at work (char! except nung binasa nila blog ko at kelangan kong maglinis ng posts hahaha :P )

im bored and sleepy but i have lots of things to do. plus other people are too preoccupied to listen so i thought, ill just blab all i want here hehe. sa bisaya pa, wala koy kastorya mao na bored (ambot unsa na sa bisaya hahaha) ug katulugon ko.

lalala it's time! back to work ^___^ but i took a pic of our christmas tree and ill post it sometime later. it's taaaaaaaaaaaall and they hung our pictures in it hihi. really nice!

not on blog-leave anymore! =)

MY DESIGN SKILLS ARE PRETTY MUCH LAME! arrrrggggh!

i was supposed to make a new banner for this blog..well i actually did. my first banner ever from photoshop. SO DON'T BLAME ME IF IT LOOKS errrrr JUST LIKE THAT!

buti nakarating na si kuya ng new york wheeee grabe naman ung 24-hr flight pamatay! huhu nakakamiss...but i've learned about this verse 1 JOHN 2:19 very helpful ^____^

gotta go sleep!

my quite messy bag

ella did this..so i will too hahaha! inggitera??



this is my bag ^____^




and these are the things inside my bag
(L to R, top to bottom)

1. doraemon comic book i bought from malaysia (my anti-depressant book ^__^ )
2. some trash w/ mcdo discount coupons (of course my bag will not be complete without some trash! haha)
3. green umbrella (oohhhh why is it there? i usually leave it in the office coz it's too heavy for my bag hihi)
4. brown comb that my mom's co-teacher gave to her as a gift but she gave it to me instead
5. pouch with a :P button pin for my two phones (one for smart and the other for globe or sun)
6. isopropyl alcohol
7. body shop white musk lotion
8. nivea lip balm
9. watson's dental floss
10. addidas cologne for women
11. book marker
12. pink pen (from mam mapet)
13. headphone
14. wallet
15. coin purse
16. hankerchief
17. some medicines (buscopan, paracetamol...)
18. extra sanitary napkin, panty liner and tissue paper
19. mentos, snow bear and cloud nine candies
20. compact face power
21. 1GB flash disk
22. my other phone (i used the other one for taking this pic)
23. company id
24. data cable (so i can connect my phone to the pc)
25. house keys


**i don't have makeup kits/beauty kits/kikay kits because i don't use makeup =) i have no idea how to put it on hahaha! :P

booksale

as per everybody's request, im updating my blog hehe! **waves to everyone** haaay nakooowww nahiya daw ako bigla TT___TT but yah, i know blogs are meant to be read by anyone..

i bought three books from the newly opened bookstore in nccc mall, booksale. i thought it's just the name of the bookstore but i found out the books are actually on sale. i bought another two the day after. one is worth 45php and the other one is 15php. mura na, maganda pa kaya bili nah! :P



sky is falling is the second to the last novel of sydney sheldon (before are you afraid of the dark if not mistaken). sidney (yep, first name basis..mejo close kami eh hehe) is one of my favorite authors actually. i've read almost all of his novels. they say he's a wanton (adj. unrestrainedly excessive, playful, wild) writer..others say he's too pop.. but i like reading his books. (ONCE YOU POP, YOU CAN'T STOP! hahaha) once you start reading his book, you can't put it down, seriously.

intervew with the vampire by anne rice. this is my first anne rice book. i have not read any of her books yet. yonie and vivian and kuya richmond and a lot more love her books so it's worth a try. i want to read it so i can compare it with twilight, the latest addiction of some of my friends. it's a book that tells stories about vampires and falling in love and some other stuffs and soon to be a motion picture starring the one who portrayed cedric diggory in harry potter.

dear dumb diary is a very funny book and very light read. it's a diary of a student in middle school who writes her insecurities with the pretty and famous girl in their school. a stress-reliever book.



up next, im gonna take a picture of what's inside my bag..just like what ella did ^___^

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lately, im seeing a lot of people leave. most of them leave for good and it's a good thing, right?


i just can't help but be sad. i hate it when people go somewhere else and lose touch. it's not just leaving but forgetting maybe? i hate it when i walk alone at night on my way home. i hate it when i eat alone. i hate it when i wanna be out late at night and there's no one to go out with. i really hate doing stuffs alone! (except when im shopping for clothes coz i love doing it alone)

no. having a boyfriend is not a solution. and it never will. i guess it's more of getting used to being alone. sanayan lng siguro yan. at siguro kailangan ko ng masanay kasi lahat ng kilala ko, sanay na ata.ako nlng ang hindi. maybe it comes with maturity that you have to be alone..to be on your own. to lose touch of people you used to be with. if so, then why do people want to mature? why not stay immature and be with the people you want to be with so you don't have to be alone?

believe me, it's hard! call me immature. it's ok. at least i have the courage to say that i am. i don't do drugs, i don't smoke, i don't drink (well, occasionally, i do), i don't steal, i don't kill people. im just immature. and it's nothing compared to the problems of some people i know.

i know i can handle myself more than you think i can. i may look naive, i may look innocent, i may look vulnerable but im not. i know maturity is a process and im gonna learn that soon. you just wait and see.

i mishoo ate gail but maybe there are things we need to learn the hard way. kaya natin to. kasi matapang tayo ^___^ we're still friends no matter what..so it's ok.

darn!

ok, for the record, im planning to update this blog now.. i wanted to post a picture of the books i bought yesterday BUT i forgot my password for my photo albums TT___TT i cannot upload the photo awwwwww so sad! this happens when you don't update your blog too often and you are using different logins and you have to many online accounts to maintain.. so sad TT__TT


it's monday again tomorrow and i hate it! i hate mondays aaaaarrrrggghhhh and fridays too! could this be a sign, ella??

is this what they call 'life'??

i stopped fangirl-ing when i started working.

i lost contact with my online friends.

i can't read the deathly hallows because i dont have that much time to spare.

i haven't updated this blog.




im at the mall almost everyday.

i eat dinner out almost everyday.

i go home early(in the morning) almost every weekend.

i drink more often than i used to.

i spend money like there's no tomorrow.


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finally got my 100-peso bill with the UP centennial logo hihi! and i got two wheeeeeee! hehe the cashier was so nice to check all the 100-peso bills in her cash register wahehe!

victory like no other

the infamous manny 'pacman' pacquiao once again showed to the world how 'basagulero' filipinos are! hahahaha joke! =) but that's something to be proud of! not everyone can be a good boxer.. at least im pretty sure i wanna be a programmer and not a boxer HAHAHAHA! the only thing that's disturbing is david diaz' face that looks like a freshly cut battered meat (if there's sth like that). if that's what it takes to earn millions of dollars.. then.. uhhmm bring it on! haha noooooooooo! never in my wildest dreams!

we could not deny the fact that filipinos become united when it's pacquiao's turn to take the ring. we are his number one fans.. in boxing that is. im never a fan of his singing, acting, politics career! and this somehow reminds us that we can be victorious in our chosen fields. it's just a matter of how we get there. it's our choices actually. and how we work on those choices.

uyyyyyyy i learned something! char! hahahah! i wanted so badly to take the Master in Information System in UP Open University TT__TT but tomorrow is their deadline for second sem applications waaaaaaaaaa and i knew it just now huhuhu

*tears*

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE DBSK MEMBER

MICKY YOOCHUN! ^___^

to everyone in rarejob =)

this is my letter to the rarejob personnel and CEO because i am leaving rarejob. it's sad because i really love what im doing in rarejob but i have to do this because it's needed. thank you to my students and my co-tutors for being so nice to me. you have helped me a lot. let's keep in touch ^__^ just message me in skype. i will miss you all .


Good Evening

First of all, I would like to take this chance to thank you for giving me the opportunity to help other people learn English in my own little way. It is an honor for me to be given this rare chance. I have learned a lot from this and I also got to meet very kind and interesting people. However, I have decided to temporarily leave rarejob because of conflict with my other work's schedule. I know I have canceled several lessons on short notice that might have caused problems on your part so I am really sorry. If everything will be settled, I would still want to teach in rarejob. I hope I will still be given the opportunity when that day comes.

Thank you so much

-- desi --

random post all the way from singapore =)

may 26
-- we just arrived yaaaay!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay singapore and malaysia, here i come! ^______^

this marks the start of my BORDER-LESS WORLD QUEST!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ^__^

IM WISHING FOR A BETTER ME =) i made a video of myself LOLLLLLLL seems like im starting to become a narcissist now hahaha! this is my first ever vid of myself that i made ^__^





EDIT: Thanks for all your comments =)

@nanosa and zehra - thanks soooooo much! im really glad to have sisters like you ^__^ im waiting for that day when i can meet you in person. im wishing for a friendship that can stand the test of time and distance =) but i know distance will never be a problem.. thanks to the one who made internet possible..i was given a chance to get to know you both.. awww im gonna cry TT__TT but BIG GIRLS DONT CRY ANYMORE ^______^

@ ella and dave - hehe mga pangit mo! hahahhaa joke! thanks!

@ earlpogs - yaaaaay sir salamat! ^___^ wala sa akong vocabulary ang sawi sir uy hehe abstinence ghapon dapat.. storbo lng na sa akong pag uswag char! baby jud?? baby face nlng guro hehe..

pre-birthday post

i woke up at 7, which is pretty early considering the fact that we went to the beach yesterday and i slept at 2AM. good thing internet doesnt have tantrums today. i have a severe stomach ache since yesterday morning =( but didnt stop me from going to the beach til midnight hahaha! (mapugngan pa ang baha! dili jud ang laag! :P ) i took meds but still it's painful until now awww...

yesterday was fun! we went night swimming at the pool. it's my bday tomorrow and hermie's on tuesday so it's a pre-bday celebration.

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i already asked permission to go to singapore on the 25th! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay im so excited, i just cant hide it!

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still struggling with work TT__TT

"eventhough the guys are crazy, even though the stars are blind, if you show me real love baby i'll show you mine" - stars are blind, paris hilton -

HAHAHAHAHA i just realized what that line errr means LOLLLLLLL no wonder why she's paris hilton anyways.. it's not like she wrote the song but she sang the song and i believe the writer doesn't hold all the responsibilites in creating a song.. the singer almost always has a choice, ne?? but she's paris hilton, that's why! hahahaha dont get me wrong. i have nothing against her..i mean nothing personal =) i dont hate her on a personal level..plus i can sing that song by heart HAHAHAHAHHA IM NOT A FAN, ok??

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i went out with my newly found friends few hours ago. we just had dinner because it's our first payday. it was fun especially coz dashiel = fun! hehe i've always wanted a gay friend just like him/her.

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i gave up korean lessons =( i wanna pursue the C# lesson and be very good at it! i have a VERY thick C# book (but im not complaining, ok??) here from my workmate rico and since im used to reading novels, i'll just think it's the latest novel of sidney sheldon.. BUT im not complaining, ok? =)

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i got a call from a bank this morning telling me i passed the 5-hour back-breaking exam and i qualified for the panel interview. i wanna go to the interview and give it a try..not because i want to leave my job. i just want to experience that kind of interview since i never applied for a managerial position before HAHAHAHA!

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@DARUS - no, im not in singapore right now! haha how i wish..but no..im still here in the philippines. i never said im going there to work. i just said i will go there next month but just for a week. and yes, we are going to malaysia but not to visit you or anything! im going with my family and my mum's officemates and everyone else who have lotzza money to spend (i never paid for anything so dont ask for money from me!) so if you really wanna see me and ask me to marry you, NO WAY! hahaha you'll see me but you'll never recognize me! i'll wear a mask! hahaha!

day one was a mess
day two sucks...
day three i got lost (literally! haha! good thing i got there on time!)
day four aint bad..coz i met my friends after work =)
day five was great!!!! wheeeeeeeee!

...sorry i lost count ^____^



FIVE DAYS DOWN!!! how many more days to go?? i dont know what im counting for.. im counting for the day when i finally get to be at ease with my job IM SOOOOOO LOVING MY JOB NOW =)

re-learning korean!

i had to re-learn hangul again. i was already familiar with it before but i realized i was learning it the wrong way AND i totally forgot everything hahaha! thanks to my friend tingting who err inspired me to learn korean again. she's gone far in her korean while im still in the beginner of all the beginners lesson haha!

i used to study japanese. i had japanese class in school before and i learned the katakana and hiragana and the basic simple conversations and grammar.. but i think im giving up japanese lessons now..sorry..i find it so hard to learn kanji T___T so i decided to pursue learning korean instead.

wish me luck! hehe hopefully ill never get tired and continue learning everyday especially now that ill start my new work. anneyong! =)

DBSK

DOWNLOAD BEAUTIFUL YOU Preview.mp3

the video is weird because i think the dance doesnt match the rhythm of the song BUT i cant complain more after seeing micky's muscles in the vid LOLLLLLL

thanks to my friend zehra @ crunchyroll

**sorry this is not meant for everyone to understand so i can't translate this to english.. im crying right now and i have to write what i feel for me to feel better

gusto lng ko muhilak kay naglagot ko. mao lng. unsahon nako pagtudlo ani na gisip-on ko, dili pa jud ko kahinga.

EDIT: im feeling better now. after all, it's the tutor-time that always makes me feel better. i used to wonder why but now i realized my "talkative-ness" always digs me out of the emo/depression state. i saw pictures on friendster of my friends being in other countries. it made me jealous. i wish i was given that same fair chance too. my time is running out. my mind is set that i will settle down in 9 years time so that leaves me with so little time to establish my self and do whatever i want. i always wanted to work or study in another country but the time doesnt always seem right. now im more than willing to start my nosebleed job so i can move forward.

5 more minutes before i can have photoshop wheeee!

will you call me a fangirl if i told you i listened to dbsk's purple line more than 20 times tonight?

out! fangirl-ing photoshop ^___^

random post in the midst of the.. i dont know hehe..

im in the mall right now wheeeew so early ne?? hahaha maybe i got too excited and went to the bank so early but it's still close when i got there LOLLLLLLLLLLL

i already got my passport wheeeeee! i dont care if i look sooooo ugly in my passport pic as long as i have my passport now! i repeat I DONT CARE IF I LOOK SO UGLY IN MY PASSPORT PIC hahahaha SINGAPORE, HERE I COME! ^_______^

i just had FBS (fasting blood sugar).. dont ask me why! i dont wanna ruin my already ruined day

will be officially employed on tuesday, april 8..


so watch out for more rantings and complains about my new job. this ain't my typical job because this is what i want from the very start so you will me rant but you will never hear me give up LOLLL i'll only leave my job if i'll be going to singapore hahahaha!

newbie

kuya always takes my oh-so-heavy-life-problems lightly! he called few hours ago and the very excited me told him about my new job (but im yet to start so dont ask me to treat you with havaianas or pizza hut or a trip to singapore!)

me: kuya naa na gud koy work blah blah..

kuya: pila sweldo nimo dha dem?

me: mga 7k lng guro

kuya: ngek! abi nako 11k (HAHAHA KUYA DILI NA CALL CENTER AKONG TRABAHO!)

me: pero kung dili sila musugot muabsent ko ug 5days para muadto singapore, magresign ko! (trans: if they wont allow me to be absent for 5 days just to go to singapore, i will resign!)

kuya: hahaha dem, unsa diay ng trabaho nimo past time lang? or just to make friends? past time lng man guro nimo nah tapos imong tutor imong real job hahaha!(trans: hahaha are you taking that job just for your past time? or just to make friends?)

see?? i've been troubled since the time i was informed i got hired (or something like that.. i havent signed the contract yet..) and here comes my kuya..just laughing at me..

OHHHHHHH EMMMMMM GEEEEEEEEEEEE! OMG OMG OMG!
I'M REALLY THANKING THE LORD FOR OPENING AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME! OMG OMG THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT ALL MY LIFE! ^_________^

i hope everything turns out fine.. i also hope i can handle the tasks and the pressure well.. but most of all, i do hope i can still go to singapore in may =) BUT OMG OMG! I FINALLY HAVE A JOB THAT I WANT!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY AMERICAN IDOL...

JASON CASTRO ^___^

i have tantrums today nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

since friday, my mood wasn't normal. i get mad easily arrgggghhh maybe coz i have my period LOLLL it's a nice excuse to have tantrums, don't yah think?

after posting this, i'll make sure i'll cry loads.. so i will feel better tomorrow. i will have swollen eyes for sure! haha and im'ma try taking a picture of it LOLLLL

final interview plus hands-on on tuesday waaaaaaaaah! i'm pretty much confident i can do well in the interview but not in the hands-on part T___T that's what scares me the most. ohh well if it's for me, then it's really for me..if not, who cares? :P

tantrums tantrums! so don't mess with me!

holy week

a time to reflect and reassess ourselves, i suppose. to think of what we've done and what we've accomplished from what needs to be done. to assess if we've done what the lord wants of us...it ain't a typical week, that's why it's called holy week.

but i noticed now people see it more differently than they used to. people see it as a time to relax, go to the beach, picnic, go out with friends. fix broken cabinets, yell at someone for being so dumb and irresponsible.. things they think they cannot do on normal days..

maybe there's something wrong with how we practice holy week. maybe we need to reassess on the way we reassess our lives and our doings..or if we actually do.don't get me wrong. im not playing innocent here. im as guilty as most people are.

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RE-learning java yet again! haha! coz im sparing one more year to prepare for the job that i want..that means i can take any job now while i prepare. but after a year, no more excuses..or i'll die LOLLLL joke! no, let's see when i get there. MY MOST WANTED JOB, HERE I COME! ^__^

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i watched virgin snow last night. darn! there isn't something in it! just lee junki and his only-for-pretty-boy sneakers LOLLLLL he's the reason why i watched it in the first place..so i would say, if you wanna see lee junki and his oh-so-pretty-boy-face that is prettier that the lead actress, better watch it. but if not, go find something else to watch.

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JAEJOONG: KEYWORD
download thru mediafire

credits to my friend zehra from crunchyroll hihi..

to my only kuya...

...which makes him the best kuya by default ^___^

...to the best friend one can ever have
...to the most hardworking person i know
...to my role model
...to my idol
...to my inspiration
...to my ideal man

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

sandara park launched in korea

OMG! I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THIS NEWS! OMG OMG WHY OH WHY BIG BANG! NO WAY! lol ok im overreacting, i know but errr no offense meant but i really didn't like sandara during those times when i can still see her taking over the philippine showbiz scene.. she somehow left some not-so-good impression! PLUS i uberly love big bang! that's why!

she's having a kissing scene with Big Bang's T.O.P in Gummy's new music video!! (WHAAAAAAAAAAAAATDAAAA!) and this would mark her debut in korean entertainment. she has been a trainee in YG entertainment since she left the Philippines last year and she will be starring in a korean drama in may. (NO WAAAAAAAAAY! I CAN'T IMAGINE SEEING HER IN ONE OF THE KOREANOVELAS! hahaha)

READ:
http://www.buhaykorea.com/2008/03/07/sandara-park-is-finally-in-the-news/

bum equals fun!

yeah! bumming is more fun than ever! that is if you have loads of money to waste! hahaha so it's not for me..errr but im loving it more each day. wheeee! my mum's gonna kill me if she reads this one. coz that means she still needs to give me money (yeah, i ask for money from my mum, what's wrong with that,huh? hihi yah i know it's wrong but it feels so right *lol*)

im not totally a bum.. if there's something like partly a bum, im like that. im doing something errr worthwhile i guess. i teach english! yaaaah im a teacher now and im doing more than i expected hihi.. it's fun and not tiring at all (3hrs a day is never tiring compared with the 10hrs of hell in a graveyard shift in the call center!). i didn't know i can be a teacher too *lol* yah i talk a lot but not in english, alright? but im actually having fun doing it coz i got to talk to japanese people and their lives are pretty interesing...more interesting than mine (of course!) and they are really really smart people. im loving what im doing for the first time! lol maybe im called to teach and follow the footsteps of my mum.. naaah no way! i still wanna be a programmer and be smarter than bill gates HAHAHA!

well now i know i can teach english plus i did well during my almost-2-hours job interview and so i realized call center deserves me more hahaha! or maybe the call center job made me improve my conversational skills! ( im already doing good at it you know, coz i talk a loooooooot so not all the credit goes to the call center experience only). now im thinking of going back to a call center again hihihihi *peace* but i don't wanna have the graveyard shift yet again! it kills me T___T i still wanna be a normal person with normal working hours and not a zombie who's awake when everyone else is asleep!

this rockzzz!

I've always loved to blog. I love to write and rant and whine and talk just about anything possible under the sun. I met a lot of friends through blogging. I didn't know at first that I can be anywhere in the world by just blogging then I started to gain friends online. We maybe miles apart but we talk more often than me and my real-life friends do. We share the same passion and that made us become closer like real friends. But who would have thought that blogging is not just about fun and meeting other people and ranting and whining! More than anything else, it gives you the chance to get paid! yes indeed! getting paid for doing what you always love to do is just one helluva kind! How is it possible?? well blogsvertise has the answer! Just submit your blog for approval and once it's approved, boom! you can now be paid for every rantings you do in your blog.blogsvertisewill let you blog about a product or a website..just basically anything you use or you see in your everyday life. It's easy, right? You can even say negative things about it. It doesn't matter to blogsvertise because your opinion is the most important thing that matters to them! Did I say this thing rockzz?? Well it sure does! ^____^

octopus ride

post-octopus-ride post alright? my friends and i tried the octopus ride last weekend! darn it was scary as hell! hahaha i can't stop shouting and the shorts im wearing is a bit errr "shiny" and the safety door or whatevah they call it, has no lock! it was worse than riding an airplane but i really had fun ^___^

the other night, i finally GOT TIRED OF SOMEONE! lol ella was sooooo happy hearing it from me..coz it's been years..ages..decades..centuries..you see i finally got my senses back and realized SOMEONE was never worth my time and effort. i was so worried that day but i didnt see SOMEONE that day and the next day and the day after next and i had no idea what happened to SOMEONE and i can't just call to check if SOMEONE's doing just fine because i don't have the right to do that in the first place, second place, third place..or whatevah place it is LOLLLLLL! it's worse than riding the octopus ride coz it's like being in the whirlwind with nothing to hold on to..and just when you thought you'd die, you didn't.and so everything ended just like that. *bow*

random

he doesn't like you when he...

doensn't even bother to reply to your messages
doesn't even think of sending you a message
tells you he's busy even after you gathered all your willpower and tried to approach him
doesn't even care if you're hurt with his words
only talks to you when he feels like it
doesn't talk to you if he doesn't need anything
when you need to approach him first then he'll notice you


if he does the opposite of those, it doesn't mean he likes you either. the only way you'll find out is if he directly tells you he does like you. duh kabalo man diay ka dili ka nya gusto! move on u loser!

life

ISANG PAGPUPUGAY PARA SA PINAKAMATALINONG NAKILALA KO SA UPMIN Dr. Norberto R. Navarrette Jr.


Doc Navs, as we call himhe is a great guy with a big heart he was my panelist but he never gave me a hard timehe is the only professor in UPmin who is willing to talk with eager-to-learn students for looooong hourshe is humble yet he is brilliant

Maraming salamat Doc. My prayers are with you. May you rest in peace...

deja vu

i started my day with something nice so im in a good mood right now. AAHHHH WHAT A NICE DAY! =D lol i can hear wet2x with raised eyebrow saying "hhmmm??" in a sarcastic way! he always does that anyway. who would believe me after all LOLLL coz SOMEONE is taking muuuuuch of my time YET again! (aha, what's new??) but this time, in a different way (yeah right, everybody knows there's only 2 different ways!) so im not bothering ella with my init-ulo mood ^___^

i was browsing (more like fishing) for some jobs in singapore and i came across this post (sorry i don't have the link anymore) about an uberly persistent woman who went to singapore to look for a job but went home empty-handed. darn maybe i'll start thinking of better things to do than rooting for singapore! ill be going there few months from now anyway so i should just live with the thought and start looking for other alternatives. (siguro ill just continue my buhay-prinsesa at maghintay ng matandang mayamang madaling mamatay hahaha! )

IM EATING BAKED SPAGHETTI!!! (lol random!)

**googles edison chen** HAHAHAHA might as well upload all those photos than keep everyone waiting for who's the next "it" girl (we want vanness wu! we want vanness wu! LOLLL) who will lost her career to an infamous guy's collection of porn pictures!

i was about to buy taho when i heard manong tindero shouting *tahoooo tahoooo* but his face looks errr weird (he's wearing shades and stuff) so i decided not to. *off to eating baked spag*

dbsk new album T

**this is my fave of all their albums ^__^

Dong Bang Shin Ki: T album
Release Date: January 23, 2008
Language: Japanese

Download: CD 1: ZSHARE SHAREBEE
Download: CD 2: ZSHARE SHAREBEE

Download CD only ver: MU
Download Bonus Disc: MU


credits: ongoingmelody AT lj, dbsg_library AT lj, kpop_uploads AT lj

dbsk solo album

Yoochun's solo album (Runaway/My Girlfriend):
Release Date: February 13, 2008
Language: Japanese (& English)

Download: MU MF ZSHARE



Changmin's solo album (Two Hearts/Wild Soul):
Release Date: February 6, 2008
Language: Japanese

Download: MU MF ZSHARE

credits: ongoingmelody AT lj, Natsume58 AT crunchyroll

random mp3s

i'll do this if im not lazy.. XD


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UMBRELLA (RIHANNA) COVER:


MCFLY - umbrella mp3 (studio ver)

MCFLY - umbrella mp3 (live in leicester)

MANDY MOORE - umbrella mp3


KEN ZHU - zi you (cover)

** (originally by angelica lee)


RYO (NEWS) - paraiso (cover)

** a filipino song (originally by smokey mountain)



news - weeeek (4 songs)

news - pacific (album - 15 songs)


weeeek scans

pacific scans

** credits to vendy@livejournal


DBSK with Five Fingers - balloons (live) mp3

** Five Fingers is the band who originally sang "balloons".. i like this coz dbsk sang kinda out of tune here which makes this soooo rare.

confessions of an unemployed bee LOL

haha! ok im only doing this because glenn also has this post in his blog (haha!) in short, nainggit ko sa iyang post!

well, few days ago we went to a job fair (darn it's my nth time being in a job fair!) held in skool (alright it's my first time then). there were only few companies..well compared to the 103 companies in another not-so-famous skool LOL! i submitted my unappealing resume to 3 companies only! (see the over confident me??) i gave one to a local company and i was interviewed by the HR. the interview went fine. after all the call center's draining experience, i don't suck at interviews that much now than before. (that means i still suck at interviews! lol and i still cant answer the tell-me-something-about-yourself question right! whoever thought of that question is a genius :P) she asked me a couple of questions that are IT-related coz that's what i was applying for. one memorable question was to name some programming languages i used such as LINUX haha! she doesnt even know the difference bet. programming language and an operating system LOL that's why the interview went fine!

then i gave my resume to a bank. i was hesitant at first coz i really don't have any experience in accounting and management. (while everybody was in mgt and acctng classes, i was in a foreign language class xD i took all foreign language classes as electives haha) but then i heard abt the 25K allowance per month for the 1 year training and.. there.. i was bliinded by money again.there was actually no interview. the lady just explained the manager associates program (yeah they are hiring managers and that's what we're applying for! too much responsiblity for a fresh-lookiiing not-so-fresh graduate but who cares?? the 25K cures it all! lol) and the following day, we took the 5-hours-long exam wheew! it wasn't that difficult though, mostly are personality tests and we're asked to make an essay from the three topics given. mind you, my essay was one of a kind! hahaha!

and lastly, i submitted my resume to a software company that teaches japanese to their employess. honestly, i became interested first becoz of the japanese lessons but it is a software company too and im looking for an IT-related job so i decided to pursue it. we were given the exams that same day. it wasn't as easy as the bank exam coz it's more on math and IQ but i still tried my best. after all, it's not the first time that i've seen those kinds of questions.

well thursday came (which is today) and i was expecting a call or a text message from the software comp informing me that im for an interview or i failed but the former would be more interesting to read. whew! but i didnt get any :( i heard others were interviewed this afternoon and i wasn't! sad, ne? why is it so easy to get the job that i don't want yet so hard to get the job that i want?? i didnt want that call center thing at all but it wasn't hard for me to get in there. it wasn't that hard for me to decide to leave too haha! i tried my luck in the jobs that i want but to no avail. im almost giving up on getting the job that i really want :( my friends asked me what job i really wanna have and i just said nothing. coz i might disappoint them when i can't even get what i want. seems like what i want is always the one that's not for me (awww applicable sad sya sa laing aspects such as bois LOL)but my horoscope tells me that im going to travel a lot this year! dammit i hope it's true and coming sooner! darn i can't wait to travel and be out of the country! singapore, here i come! (LOL wishful thinking)..ohh well so sad T__T

vday post

HEARTS


HAPPY HEARTS DAY EVERYONE! ^___^

he's worth a post ^__^

i saw someone nice over there! NO NO he's not a celebrity or something..well i don't fangirl anymore so he's less likely someone famous. i don't know if he's nice but he's got more friends than me. plays the guitar, sings,... and he's a christian. haha too bad we're not "friends"
EDIT: kaboring tawon nya kastorya uy! akong pangutana iyang tubag! usahay mutubag lang ug LOL Thanks. asa ka ana! perti pa naman nakong praise sa iya kay hawd kuno sya mugitara dili man diay kabalo mustorya duh!

now i'm only choosing nice people as my friends..and never the unpredictable and stupid ones :P

been online waaaaay too much lately. haha sobrang namiss ata ang internet LOLLLLLL but i still dont fangirl (ooohhhh?? haha!)

i met my hs classmates few days ago and well..they are nicer now ^__^ they used to be nice but they are nicer now (unsa daw? pasabta ko! haha pildi pa man si jenai sa ka walay klaro! :P)

SOMEONE is taking much of my time yet again..(that's why i wanna watch Im Not Stupd and Im not stupid too hekhek! haaay nakow! unpredictable people can kill you!


B to the I to the G [BANG BANG]!!! BIG BANG IS ♥ ♥ ♥ ^____^

im back! but im still missing everyone back there :( esp. my cousin bodangdang T__T

well, i dont fan girl anymore.

i don't even go online that much lately.

wheeew! what a way to start 2008! i hope this would continue for long.

i hope everyone had a happy new year.. well mine, it's the saddest but that's life..

ohh well HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!