ken zhu (the real one)

i uploaded a video of ken zhu during their music party. this is an old vid but this is my favorite of all ken's perf XD i personally ripped this from their vcd that i bought few years back arrrgghh those were the days! i tried uploading it in crunchyroll but it was rejected :( maybe because i put there that i ripped it from their vcd and they got the idea that it's licensed. darn i should have lied or not said anything at all! anyway, this is it...

KEN ZHU - ZI YOU (freedom) - originally by angelica lee





also, ken zhu is here in the philippines to shoot a movie. i saw this vid of him being interviewed while on location. (does the role require him to look not so good!??!)




I AM ON FANGIRL-ING LEAVE TIL SUNDAY AFTER

THIS POST...
( technically it's already saturday hahaha so got one day leave XD )

ken zhu ^_____^

hahaha it seems like this blog will go down to be my all-about-fandomness blog XD XD ohh well what can i do! i can't just go to my friend's house or call them and rant about dbsk and NewS and and lee jun ki and lee hom and all those hawt guys that they havent heard of. damn my friends are so slow when it comes to those things! except for ella and daichy and the rest of my fandom friends. i've tried it a lot of times though. once, i told them about this chinese singer that i like. then i told them about a very good korean group. all i got was "nakasabot ka sa ilang ginasulti?" (can you understand what they're saying?) and all i can say was "no" and then they'll laugh. yeah right! they're nice friends actually. they are just mean! hahahaha i know they can't read this! they are tech morons according to ella hahahah XD XD

ohhh wait i should be mad here XD right! see, if people are like that, if they won't give a damn to songs and artists they don't understand, what will happen to those who can't even speak one single english word? and by the way, who is setting that standard that one should know english to reach out to other parts of the world? look, if they base it on the number of speakers, hell then it should be chinese that must be the standard. it is the most widely-spoken language! or maybe they're using english as an excuse coz chinese is harder to learn!?!

my point is, the lyrics alone doesnt make music. it's just part of it being called music. and music is supposed to be the only language that can break physical boundaries. let's not include music in that racist thing. music should be the language that everyone can understand. darn how can you understand what you dont understand if you dont listen to them at all???

ughh i hate it when i get too serious with anything that's related to my fandomness! it makes me think they're too good for my body and soul when in reality they are not XD XD fandomness is poison! it kills you day by day, but you can't get away with it ^____^


damn im supposed to write about ken zhu! hahaha

to fangirl or not to fangirl!?!

i seriously think i am too old to be a fangirl.. all my friends in crunchyroll are 7-8yrs younger than me! they're even younger than my younger brother! i mean, we listen to the same type of music, like the same boybands.. there must be something wrong with me! oh yeah, i remember my trainers before used to call be bebe what a great excuse for not knowing my name! hahaha probably that's why... ohh whatever! that won't stop me from being a fangirl! =D


HERE HERE I GOT MYSELF A CLUBBOX!! wheeeee!!!



and im downloading newS for ella! we're always having problems with megaupload because of that "bandwidth limit exceeded" thing so clubbox is the solution! hahaha its way better than using MU since there's no download limit. only that you have to wait for the other file to finish and start another one. YOU DONT HAVE TO WAIT 8 LONG HOURS TO DOWNLOAD!!!^___^ the ave. speed is kinda slower but its worth the wait =D im using flashget for MU downloads and i can use it together with clubbox and the download speed is not affected :D clubbox is in korean but all you need is simple english or at least be able to understand pictures for instructions and then that's it! XD XD im trying to consider downloading videos from youtube, convert them then join them together so subs can be added.. but im yet to find out. i'll try it later after this =D


and while waiting for all the downloads to finish, im watching lee jun ki's giordano CF which is a year old now.. i remember it was released when i was still in college and if ill count it, i think i've watched this like a thousand times now hahahaha i swear! i cant get over that CF! he's sooo hawt there! with all the dancing and the slapping of the face and his smile... hahahaha... see that?? i hope he won't get tired of dancing hahaha HAWWWT!






ohhh and KEN ZHU of F4 (or JVKV) "is here in the philippines to shoot an independent filmin Batanes with a local actress Iza Calzado. HE IS STILL RUGGEDLY HANDSOME AS EVER! AWWWWW ^_____^

"Zhu, who starred in the “Meteor Garden” and “Meteor Rain” television series arrived at the Ninoy Aquino International Airport (NAIA) Wednesday morning. He is expected to board a private jet to Batanes Island. He will be working with Filipina actress Iza Calzado and actor Joem Bascon in a project that brings Taiwanese and Filipino talent together. Ken plays the role of a stranded fisherman from Taiwan. Iza will portray a Manila sales girl who relocates to Batanes, and is torn between Ken and an Ivatan portrayed by Joem." http://www.mukamo.com/f4s-ken-zhu-arrives-in-the-philippines/

it's a miracle! =D

my vids, well, technically, they're not mine but the vids i uploaded in crunchyroll were approved! *clap clap* ^___^

here look! (click on the images to view the vids.. but you need to login first)





*applause* hahaha and btw, that's my username in crunchyroll.. "leissen" so if you have a heart (whether big or small) buddy meeeeeeeeeee! =D


and OMG! i didnt know that charice pempengco, the one who went to star king and met suJu, was the one in Little Big Star! O________O yaaaaaayyy swerte nya! they said she was invited to Korea.. hwawwww! kelan naman kaya ako maiinvite dun hhhmmm... XD


and for the real miracle... **drum roll** MY MONITOR IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee! ^______________^

~LOLZ! DBSK made me know the virginia tech massacre hahaha only because Micky of DBSK is from Virginia and he mentioned discrimination XD and one of the killer's suitemate is kinda cute hahaha ~lolz ^___^ but i refuse to comment about the massacre. it's kinda late to do that, aint it? i'll just stick with DBSK XD XD

~LOLZ

imagine me... wearing glasses.. with shades.. at 7:58 PM.. while typing this.. right now..


hahahah i know im making a fool out of myself! but what can i do??? my monitor isn't working since this morning. well it's working but the red color is so dominant that everything in it looks red ~lolz! now i can say that i certainly dont believe in karma.. why? i've been good eversince! and look what happened to me! hahaha last monday, my cpu, now my monitor! O____O maybe this is the effect of my whining on the previous post?? i just visited ozzie's multiply and this is what happened! blame it on ozzie da debil ~lolzzz oooppppsss another karma might be coming now that i said that! hahahaha


ampogeeeeeee! *dies* ^___^


i figured out it is easy to create gifs in my shitty monitor if it's for someone so hawt! ~lolz =))

read at your own risk!

amphhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!




where did all my friends go now that i need them?? or do i have friends that i can ask for help? i guess not! shit! installer lang man akong kinanglan! dili isa ka million! dili man ko mangulit kung dili nako kinanglan kaayu! i know you all! who would care if it's not that urgent?? no one! kung dili pa kamatayon, walay makialam. really bites! MY GOD! I HAVE A WORK TO DO! I HAVE A DEADLINE TO MEET! THAT'S WHY I NEED IT NOW! NOT TOMORROW, NOT THE NEXT DAY, BUT NOW! kung manginanglan mo, mutabang baya ko! no matter how hard it is! im sorry to say that but it's true. maybe you dont realize it.. i didnt realize it.. until now. yeah right! you have your own reasons! i dont care what you say kay naglagot ko! i dont do this often but i have to do this now coz im mad. grabe sa kadaghan nako na gitext, wala jud nireply! shit! nevermind!


NOTE: this is my blog so i don't care what you say! and to those who can't understand all the words there, it's definitely not for you ^___^ GAAAAAAHHH I MISS RUTHIE! huhuhu ate ruth, as much as i would want to have a wrinkle-free face like yours when im 39, i dont think i can still keep smiling when im mad :( i guess i cant have your talent ate! but im trying! :D imishooooo ate ruth! and ate lai, leira, debbie, mamee, cherryfer, dani bear,aubrey.. and the rest of the xl team! ^____^


AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANI BEAR! ^________^ haha how ironic that i can still greet you and im sooooooo mad!


**NOW I HAD TO EDIT THE FONT COLOR! HAHAHA THIS USED TO BE RED BUT MY MONITOR ISN'T WORKING PROPERLY t___t

introducing my favorite rock band...

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! **applause applause**

with gerard (vocals), mikey (bass), frankie (rhythm guitar), ray (lead guitar) and bob (drums)

they were once a typical struggling rock band formed in new jersey until well, they became what they are now. their songs are mostly punk rock, rock, alternative rock and some mellow (for me, that is.. and according to a docu, there must be one mellow song in every rock band's album). some label them as emo or sellouts (the hell i care what they say!haha)

in an interview, they were told that they are the cleanest rock band so far on the face of the earth LOL i was shocked as they are! LOL! and their reaction was "you mean in terms of hygiene??" :P for all i know, they are no more than the typical bands out there who dont take a bath or brush their teeth or change clothes as often as they should be just to project the rockstar image! with all the tattooes and the piercings covering their bodies! (though frankie is the "dirtiest" when it comes to tattooes and piercings in mcr) the interviewer explained that they are the cleanest because they don't use drugs or drink alcohol. (i was like, oh really??) gerard became sober few years ago after he almost died due to too much alcohol and the others just followed him (aww bless them!) but they still smoke and drink coffee and have lotzz of women, maybe.. who knows. that's just what the news says and i believe the news! :D

gee and mikey were already married (nainggit ata si gee kay mikey! amf! and hopefully will be divorced soon! hahaha LOLZ), frankie is engaged to his gf for 10 yrs (wow!), ray and bob are the most hardworking in the band (hahaha i dont know much about them).. frankie is the youngest technically, but mikey is their little brother since he is the lil bro of gee. frankie and gee had some "kissing scenes" which can be found on youtube, but they are not gay! (TO THOSE WHO ARE SAYING THAT THEY'RE GAY, LIKE I CARE! GO TO HELL! EAT SHIT! **bleh bleh :P **) gee also made a cover of rhianna's umbrella, which is also on youtube. mind you, he sings it hotter and hornier than rhianna does! =)

the reason why i like them more than the rest, (i like asian kung fu generation, fall out boy, PATD, taking back sunday and many moooore!) is because mcr is my anti-depressant (refer to previous post).. their songs uplift me when im down.. parang ecstasy! hahaha.. right now, my favorite is their "im not ok (i promise) and "thank you for the venom". more than the looks (yeah, i find them good-looking :P mikey is the most good-looking of them all, next is gee and then frankie then either bob or ray LOL), i can't say that they have the best songs in the whole wide world. they are just my favorite. that's it!

im keeping my fingers and my legs crossed that they will someday come to pinas for a concert. not so soon, though. some other time if i have enough money to be there ^___^

i need anti-depressants!!

i woke up at the wrong side of the bed and havent recovered until now >.< im not in the mood for anything.. not even stupid jokes and most especially, i dont want to hear whinnings and complains and problems and whatever it is that you have! i just need a Windows XP SP-2 installer and Adobe After Effects, Corel Draw , Corel Painter, Corel photo editor, tablets.. etc etc (ampooootah ng seminar! nainggit ko sa ilang software pero mas nainggit ko sa ilang talent! shit!) and if you don't have that, stay away!


here comes my anti-depressant! omg, who would have thought that the screaming of my chemical romance would be a very good anti-depressant for me O___O (for those who know me, they know that when i'm down, i'll listen to MCR scream at the top of their lungs until my ears would almost explode or until ill feel better.. at least, that's the purpose. although at some point, it doesnt work i.e. when i was doing my thesis/SP and when i was so tired with work.

gerard has the most "comforting" voice ever! it's ironic but it works for me. i usually listen to "im not ok (i promise)" and "thank you for the venom". it is obviously not with the lyrics, i think it is more with the rhythm of the songs. since they are too upbeat, it somehow uplifts my spirit ( i think! ) and more about the way they look! hahaha (they are good-looking for me esp. mikey way ^__^, so who cares if they're not for you??). it is better than using ecstasy or alcohol or drugs, right? :P after listening to them like a hundred times, i'll feel better. hopefully it'll work now..

PS: im thinking of making a post about them.. hhhhmmm.. after all, they're my favorite rock band.AND TO THOSE TELLING ME THEY'RE GAY, WELL, GO TO HELL! WHO NEEDS YOUR DUMB OPINION, BTW??

the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you
yeah, i got over you


OVER YOU by DAUGHTRY



download it here :D


i was planning to change the layout AGAIN! haha but i came across this song while browsing my friend's myspace... just for the record, I CAN'T RELATE TO THIS SONG! :P

nyahahahaha :P