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lately, im seeing a lot of people leave. most of them leave for good and it's a good thing, right?


i just can't help but be sad. i hate it when people go somewhere else and lose touch. it's not just leaving but forgetting maybe? i hate it when i walk alone at night on my way home. i hate it when i eat alone. i hate it when i wanna be out late at night and there's no one to go out with. i really hate doing stuffs alone! (except when im shopping for clothes coz i love doing it alone)

no. having a boyfriend is not a solution. and it never will. i guess it's more of getting used to being alone. sanayan lng siguro yan. at siguro kailangan ko ng masanay kasi lahat ng kilala ko, sanay na ata.ako nlng ang hindi. maybe it comes with maturity that you have to be alone..to be on your own. to lose touch of people you used to be with. if so, then why do people want to mature? why not stay immature and be with the people you want to be with so you don't have to be alone?

believe me, it's hard! call me immature. it's ok. at least i have the courage to say that i am. i don't do drugs, i don't smoke, i don't drink (well, occasionally, i do), i don't steal, i don't kill people. im just immature. and it's nothing compared to the problems of some people i know.

i know i can handle myself more than you think i can. i may look naive, i may look innocent, i may look vulnerable but im not. i know maturity is a process and im gonna learn that soon. you just wait and see.

i mishoo ate gail but maybe there are things we need to learn the hard way. kaya natin to. kasi matapang tayo ^___^ we're still friends no matter what..so it's ok.